The Grief & Joy Weekly Issue No. 42 — October 21, 2026 Expression: Speaking as a Form of Healing Hey Reader, Speaking is one of the oldest forms of expression we have. The speaking I’m referencing doesn’t have to be polished, rehearsed, or “prepared.” It’s the kind that is felt. It rises up from your body in real time and surprises you. And what comes out carries memory, truth, and emotion all at once. At least that’s what happened to me. 🔵 Speaking as Expression Before writing, before art,...
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The Grief & Joy Weekly Issue No. 41 — October 15, 2026 Expression: When the Body Speaks Loudly Hey Reader, I can see what you’re not saying. This week my body expressed the truth and my mind had to catch up. When the body expresses itself to the brain… you can feel it, see it, hear it, and sense it. 🔵 A Body That Speaks On Sunday, I was genuinely excited to volunteer at the AFSP Bronx Community Walk. My energy was high, my spirit was open, my body felt ready. I was kinda hyped actually, even...
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The Grief & Joy Weekly Issue No. 40 — October 10, 2026 Expression: Living Your Truth Out Loud Hey Reader, You better express yourself… October is in full swing. Something in me feels ready. Ready to step forward, be seen, and let the inner work I’ve been doing all year show up in my real life. Scared, but ready too. We’ve spent nine months changing, savoring, checking our baggage, becoming aware, aligning, expanding, embodying, being courageous, and integrating. We’ve covered a lot, and now...
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The Grief & Joy Weekly Issue No. 39 — October 7, 2026 Integration as Civic Practice Hey Reader, September didn’t just integrate my body, it integrated my citizenship. And I didn’t expect that. I recently attended a few days of the March On! Festival 2026, a social impact festival that happens every year — in person and virtually — to make history accessible to everyone. The theme this year was 250 years of democracy… the unfinished story. And let me tell you… It hit me in the same place grief...
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The Grief & Joy Weekly Issue No. 38 — September 27, 2026 Integration on the road to Baltimore. Hey Reader, The magic of a nor’easter, a missed bus, and a full moon all at once. I wrote this to you from a bus station in Baltimore prior to attending the inaugural Black Mental Health Awards, hosted by Black People Die By Suicide Too. It was a full moon day, and maybe that explains everything that happened. I needed to get it all down before I forgot the magic of it all. On Saturday, ,u commute...
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The Grief & Joy Weekly Issue No. 37 — September 23, 2026 Integration: The grounding after the tremors. Hey Reader, After the glitch, something softened. The world did not stop spinning all at once. There were still tremors, small ones, but there was also a moment where everything paused. A moment where my body expanded, opened, and felt at one with all things. That moment happened in an apple orchard. 🔵 Apple Picking, The First Calm After the Tremors I took my grandson apple picking last...
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The Grief & Joy Weekly Issue No. 36 — September 13, 2026 Integration: The spiritual alignment inside the glitch. Hey Reader, I’ve been living in the glitch. Not a malfunction, breakdown or crisis. A threshold. The moment where your old identity ends and your new one hasn’t introduced itself yet. That spot where everything feels wrong, but somehow you feel more right than you’ve ever felt. The disconnect where your spirit is ahead of your body, and your body is trying hard to catch up. That’s...
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The Grief & Joy Weekly Issue No. 35 — September 7, 2026 Integration: The in‑between space where my body, my season, and my becoming meet. Hey Reader, Summer is NOT over. We’re in that strange stretch of the year where people swear summer is over, but the calendar says otherwise. Labor Day comes and everyone packs away their beach bags, but the truth is: we’ve still got three more weeks of summer. We’re not in fall yet. We’re not in summer anymore. We’re in the in‑between. And so am I. My body...
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Letters for the Living Issue No. 8 What August taught me about courage through messages from the body Hey Reader, August didn’t end with a roar. It didn’t end with a celebration. It didn’t end with a victory lap. It ended with vertigo. Yes, vertigo. A full stop, forced pause, divine interruption. That pause taught me more about courage than anything else in August. And there were a LOT of lessons. Lemme tell you what happened. 🟠 The Morning the World Spun Saturday, August 29th. I opened my...
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